Something was wrong with my phone. Not technically, it worked fine. But looking at it had started to feel like looking at a report card from a disappointed parent. Sixteen red notification badges, each one a different habit tracker, each one asking the same question in slightly different ways: did you do the thing you promised you'd do?
I hadn't. Not for three weeks.
The strange part was that my life was going well. I showed up for my shifts at the emergency shelter. I paid my bills on time (mostly), kept my promises, and maintained the commitments that actually mattered. Yet according to my phone, I was failing at life.
That Tuesday morning at 5:40 AM, I did something that would lead me to write a book about consistency. I held down the first habit tracker icon until it wiggled, then deleted it. Then the next one. Then all five of them—$340 worth of lifetime memberships and premium features, poof.
Then I made two lists.
The first list was everything I already did consistently without any tracking: showing up for work, feeding my cats, paying rent and tithing, going to church every Sunday for twelve years, keeping promises to my daughters. The second list was everything I'd tried and failed to build as habits: thirty-minute meditation sessions, daily journaling, kettlebell workouts, learning Polish on Duolingo, reading before bed.
The difference between these lists revealed something I'd been missing. Everything on the first list had what I now call natural consistency: it would happen whether I tracked it or not. Skip work? Don't get paid. Don't feed the cats? They'll meow at me until I do. Miss church? My spiritual batteries would feel empty. These weren't habits. They were necessities with real, immediate consequences.
The second list was pure self-improvement theater. No immediate stakes. No one else affected. Just me and my phone, locked in a battle over behaviors that affected nobody but myself.
This paradox sent me on a year-long investigation. I interviewed people with remarkable consistency: not productivity influencers, but regular people like Dorothy, a 74-year-old woman who hasn't missed church in 43 years. When I asked about her secret, she looked confused. "Miss church? Why would I miss church?" For her, the question didn't compute. She didn't have a church-going habit. She was a churchgoer. The behavior flowed from identity so naturally that tracking it would be like tracking whether she remembered to be a mother.
After hundreds of these conversations, I discovered something that makes most habit experts uncomfortable: consistency has nothing to do with willpower or habits. It has everything to do with three variables that form what I call The Consistency Formula.
Take any behavior and score these three things from zero to ten: Commitment (how tied is this to your identity?), Benefits (how immediate and meaningful are the rewards?), and Stakes (what happens if you don't do it?). Multiply them together and take the square root. If your score is above seven, you don't need a tracker. The behavior will track itself.
My failed meditation practice scored a perfect zero. Commitment was three because someone said I should try it. Benefits were two because I maybe felt calmer. Stakes were zero because nobody knew or cared if I skipped. The formula literally predicted zero consistency.
Feeding my cats? Commitment of ten because they are family. Benefits of eight because they're happy and I avoid guilt. Stakes of ten because they'll meow relentlessly and destroy things. Score: 28.3. No wonder I never need an app to remind me.
This formula revealed an uncomfortable truth about the billion-dollar habit industry. It's built on a fundamental misunderstanding: that all behaviors are equal and the main barrier to success is remembering to do them. But consistency isn't a memory problem. It's a meaning problem.
The behaviors that stick without any tracking share three characteristics I kept seeing. First, they're tied to identity. For example "I'm their owner" rather than "I should feed them." Second, they affect others immediately and visibly. Third, the consequences of skipping are undeniable.
The behaviors filling the habit graveyard? They're solo activities with vague benefits and no immediate stakes. They're optimizations, not obligations.
Consider my neighbor Michael, who walks his German Shepherd every single morning at 6 AM, rain or shine. Eight years without missing a day. No app required. When I asked how he maintains such perfect consistency, he laughed. "Have you ever tried living with an 80-pound German Shepherd who didn't get his walk?"
Three years ago, he had the flu with a 102-degree fever and thought he could skip one day. The dog destroyed a couch cushion, knocked over a plant, and howled for two hours straight. His neighbors threatened to call animal control. He walked the dog that afternoon despite the fever.
Michael's consistency runs on two engines simultaneously: love (the dog's joy is contagious) and fear (the consequences of skipping are immediate and destructive). Someone else's wellbeing depends on his consistency. The stakes are immediate, visible, and relational. Compare that to solo meditation where the only consequence is, at least initially, vague internal disappointment.
This is why the most consistent people I know aren't running better internal software. They have clear commitments, experienced benefits, and visible stakes. They aren't trying to automate their lives through habits; they're choosing to live them through conscious commitment.
Frank, a 71-year-old who's run a marathon every year for 35 years, explained it perfectly. "People think it gets easier. It doesn't. Every year I have to decide all over again: am I doing this?" His consistency isn't built on eliminating choice like a habit would. It's built on making the choice, again and again, because he's the kind of person who does hard things when he says he will.
The real insight is that the behaviors that actually matter in life shouldn't be habits at all. You don't want to parent on autopilot. You don't want to love your spouse out of habit. The most important things require presence, not programming.
We've been sold the idea that the goal is to turn everything into a habit, to optimize our lives until we're basically biological robots executing perfect routines. But automation is the opposite of what creates meaningful consistency.
That morning I deleted my fifth habit tracker wasn't a failure. It was a graduation. I graduated from the belief that I needed to optimize every minute, that I was somehow broken for not maintaining arbitrary behaviors that affected no one but myself.
My inability to build certain habits wasn't a character flaw. It was my psyche protecting me from automating things that shouldn't be automatic. Real meditation requires presence, not routine. Real gratitude comes from spontaneous recognition, not scheduled writing exercises. Real growth comes from conscious choice, not programmed behavior.
Before you download another habit tracker or start another 21-day challenge, try this: Run the Consistency Formula on something you want to build. Score each variable honestly from 1-10. If your score is below 7, you've identified why consistency is hard. The behavior lacks the fundamental ingredients. You can either strengthen these variables—make it matter more, create real stakes, find immediate benefits—or accept that this behavior needs external support.
If your score is above 15? Stop insulting yourself by tracking it. The behavior will track itself through identity, relationships, and real consequences.
The truth is, you're already consistent at everything that matters. The formula proves it. Your life proves it. You don't need another app. You need better reasons.
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