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wilsoniumite.comWilson, you may need professional help as this is clearly causing you a lot of distress and may lead you to psychosis. You may be right, I don't know, but it doesn't matter that you may be right if your mental health is compromised. You seem to have created something similar to a "grand theory" that people experiencing delusions sometimes do, like people thinking that they have created a new kind of math.
What you need is not someone to prove you are wrong, but actual professional help from a therapist. Help from someone who won't talk you out of your ideas, but will help you not to lose your mind over it. Please don't take this as a personal attack.
I don't take it as a personal attack, I've wondered the same. It is definitely like a grand theory. I have a couple therapists I'm talking to.
That's great! Maybe in the near future you will be able to feel less distressed and return to some of your ideas with a clearer mind.